{"id":53,"date":"2008-04-11T09:27:40","date_gmt":"2008-04-11T15:27:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.consider.org\/blog\/?p=53"},"modified":"2013-04-02T02:27:23","modified_gmt":"2013-04-02T02:27:23","slug":"testimony-iii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/consider.org\/blog\/2008\/04\/testimony-iii\/","title":{"rendered":"Testimony III"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/running.eneblogs.com\/2008\/04\/11\/testimony-iii\/\" target=\"_blank\"><span style=\"font-size: large;\">Listen to the MP3<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">I left off last time explaining how I had become increasingly dissatisfied with my exploration of the New Age movement, but I had picked up a whole range of arguments against Christianity, some from reading critics, others from the critical scholars I had read, mistakenly believing I was reading the other side, and a few I had come up with on my own.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">I had also gotten married and joined the Air Force. \u00a0After Tech school, I worked on Minuteman missiles which brought me in contact with a lot of different people.\u00a0 Minuteman missiles were scattered across the country side, and so to work on them involved a lot of drive time.\u00a0 My team member and I would load up a truck, pick up a guard and drive out to the missile site, driving 1-2 hours each way on average. As a result, there was plenty of time to talk.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">Most of the time the discussion was on more mundane topics such as sports, but from time to time I we would get a guard who was a Christian and the talk would turn to religion. \u00a0When that happened often the sparks would fly.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">Few of the Christians I would talk to actually knew very much about the Bible other than citing a few verses they had memorized.\u00a0 When I would point out the contradictions \u00a0or problems from the list I had made, for the most part they had never even heard of these potential problems, much less did they have any answers, other than to say that the Bible was the word of God and was to be believed despite what might seem to be problems.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">All of this reinforced my belief in the error of Christianity, as it seemed a faith one could believe in only if one did not look too close, or ask too many question.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">Still, from time to time I would come across a Christian who knew something about their faith and the Bible.\u00a0 I would run down my list of potential problems, and they would actually have an answer that could stand up to my questioning.\u00a0 When that happened I was never too concerned, as there were many more items on my list and I would simply move to the next item.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">When someone did raise a serious objection to one of the things on my list, however, it would tend to stick with me, and I would seek a way around it.\u00a0 While sometimes I would find some weaknesses in their proposed solution, there were also times when I had to admit, if only to myself later, that they had a point, and my alleged problem was not really a problem after all.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">As a result, over time, my list of problems and contradictions got smaller and smaller.\u00a0 In addition two other things happened.\u00a0 First, with each problem dealt with, the credibility of the critics correspondingly suffered.\u00a0 After all, if the critics were wrong on these alleged problems and contradictions in the Bible, perhaps they were wrong on the others as well.\u00a0 Second, my diminishing list of errors was being replaced by a growing respect for the reliability of the Bible. I did not yet believe the Bible was the word of God, but I could no longer write it off as simply a collection of myths and legends either.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">It was at about this point in my odyssey, that I had one of the more significant of these discussions.\u00a0 I think this was the only time we had this particular guard, and unfortunately his name has long since been forgotten.\u00a0 He was different than many of the other Christians I had met in the way he listened to my challenges without any confrontation in his responses. It was not that he knew how answer my remaining challenges all that much, but he did do something, none of the others did.\u00a0 He offered to set up a meeting with someone who he said could better answer my questions and I agreed.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">This someone was an officer at the base, and we talked for several hours one evening. I explained my spiritual journey to that point and we talked about some the remaining problems I saw with Christianity and the Bible. He was able to provide some answers. On a few others, such as why would a loving god allow evil, I was not convinced.\u00a0 But he did show me a different side of Christianity even when his answers were not completely satisfying.\u00a0 He showed me that Christianity and the Bible were something an intelligent thinking person could take seriously.\u00a0\u00a0 Even if I did not agree with him, I had to respect him, as someone who had thought seriously about his faith.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">When I left that evening, he encouraged me to continue my journey and seemed oddly sure and confident as to where that journey would lead me even if I had not reached it yet.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">And I hadn\u2019t.\u00a0 In fact I still had a ways to go, and strangely enough, my path would next take me to the Mormons.\u00a0 More next time.<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt;\">This is Elgin Hushbeck, asking you to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.consider.org\/\">Consider Christianity<\/a>: a Faith Based on Fact.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Listen to the MP3 I left off last time explaining how I had become increasingly dissatisfied with my exploration of the New Age movement, but I had picked up a whole range of arguments against Christianity, some from reading critics, others from the critical scholars I had read, mistakenly believing I was reading the other [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[7,9],"tags":[1074,189,511],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/consider.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/consider.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/consider.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/consider.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/consider.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=53"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/consider.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":449,"href":"https:\/\/consider.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53\/revisions\/449"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/consider.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=53"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/consider.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=53"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/consider.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=53"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}